I love how you always told me you loved me.
I love how you would always say everythingd going to be fine,
in my hardest times.
I love how no matter what anyone said about us,
you would always be at my side.
I love how every kiss would make my heart flutter,
I love how you said you always wanted to runaway with me,
and leave this place.
but...
I hate it how everything was a lie.
I hate it how I saw you kissing him, I hate how I misunderstud that kiss, that you didn't mean it.
I hate the first thought that came to my mind,
and how i followed it to the end...
I hate how it had to end...
I hate it how I saw the rain fall into the deep, cold, river.
I hate how when I was on the bridge that cold rainy day,
I hate how I put my last letter on a bench,
I hate what I wrote on it.
I hate how I climbed up on the ledge of the bridge to take my last step,
But most of all...
I hate how i saw your car racing around the corner to save me,
and I hate...
I hate how I saw you car crash and explode.
and I hate myself for losing you the way I did,
and i will miss you...